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America, God is Speaking. Are You Listening?


First, I want to apologize to all the avid readers of this blog. I realize it has been a while since I have posted, but no worries The Test of The Cross is still alive! One of the things I have learned since starting seminary a few months ago is one of our missions as individual Christians and as the Church is to speak to (and even confront) the culture and the society in which we live. What do I mean by speak to? It is our job to deliver God’s message so that the societal culture of the day will align itself with the plan of God. However, before we can speak we must listen to what God is saying. So, how do we listen? God does not always sends an angelic being to our bedroom at three o’clock in morning with a “thus says the Lord.” Actually, one of the primary ways He speaks is through the Bible. So let us take a look at what God is saying to America, and many other prominent nations in the world. Deuteronomy 28:1-16 shows us what God expects from a nation, it reads:

“If you diligently obey the voice of the Lord your God, and observe carefully all His commandments which I command you today the Lord will set you high above all nations of the earth. And all these blessing shall come upon you and overtake you, because you obey the voice of the Lord your God. Blessed shall you be in the city, and blessed, shall you be in the country….but it shall come to pass, if you do not obey the voice of the Lord your God and do not observe carefully all His and commandments and His statutes then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you. Cursed shall you be in the city, and cursed shall you be in the country” (Deut. 28:1-16)

In this passage God is speaking to Israel, but He is also using this as an example to show us the proper way to structure our nations. We must obey God and listen to His voice. If you continue reading the Old Testament you will find that Israel is gradually turns its ear away from God’s voice. It took a number of years, but Israel became a nation where God name was mentioned, but the society was Godless. Since God gave them a choice of obey and be blessed or disobey and be cursed, God responded to their disobedience with destruction. After many of the prophets warned Israel to turn back to God, God finally used the Prophet Jeremiah to speak His final verdict, Jeremiah writes:

“Thus says the Lord: Behold I will surely bring calamity on them which they will not be able to escape; and though they cry out to Me, I will not listen to them…for the Lord, who planted you has pronounced doom against you for the evil of the house of Israel and of the house of Judah, which they have done against themselves to provoke Me to anger”(Jer. 11:11-17).

These scriptures highlight the penalty for a nation who does not adhere to the voice of God. Now let us reflect on the status of our own countries. In America I can not honestly say we obey the commands of God. Our culture promotes the things that are opposite of God. Homosexuality is celebrated, greed is a statute, and lust is everywhere. Our society says look out for you, do all that you desire, worry not about feelings of a deity or your fellow man. Where is the godly in America?  It is not just the leaders and the politicians, but the people as a whole are corrupt. America boasts one of the largest Christian populations in the world, but our society is not reflective of that.

God has not yet pronounce utter destruction on America, so there is time for us repent. If we do not repent as a country we will experience the same calamities that Israel experienced. The warning signs are around us, the social divides, the economic problems, the natural disasters, and the global conflicts all speak to us. They say we are out alignment with God. God is allowing some hardship to come our way to say America, you can not survive without Me; you will only find success following Me. America, I tell you the truth, it is time to repent! We always like to say “God bless America,” but God does not bless a nation that does not follow His voice, He curses that nation. America, if you want to be bless then “do justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with your God” (Micah 6:8).

What is It to You?


Often times we get so caught up with what God is doing in someone else’s life that we forget about what God has for our lives. In John 21:18-22 Jesus prophesies to Peter about the way in which he will die. Peter , probably not thrilled about what Jesus said, shifted the attention away from him and asked “what  about this man”, questioning the manner in which the apostle John will die. Jesus responded to Peter by saying “If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You follow me.” This is the question I propose, what is it to you? What is it to you that God has given someone else the ability to sing, but gave you the ability to dance?  What is it to you that provides a person with millions of dollars, but choose to give you thousands of dollars? What is to you that God blesses another man’s church with many members, but blesses your church with a few? What I am trying to say is don’t be concerned about God’s plan for someone else’s life, because God has a plan for your life as well. His plan includes many great and wonderful things for you. However, when we become overly focused on what another man has we open the door for envy to creep into our hearts. You do not want to be overtaken by envy, because an envious heart accuses God of not adequately providing for you. You must learn to be happy with what God is doing for you. You have to trust His plan for you, even if His plan for another person looks more appealing. We can not fight in another man’s armor, so you can not fulfill a plan that God did not detail for you to have. God’s plan for you is uniquely tailored to fit you.

I love the last thing Jesus told Peter in John 21, “ you follow me.”  Meaning whatever happens for them should not matter to you, as for you, all you need to be concerned about is following me. So, when you go through life and see the pasture looks greener on the other side be reminded, what is that to you?  God has marvelous things stored up for you and following Him is all you need to be focused on. God bless

Written by: Brandon Render

Tempted, but Not Taken


As I was praying a few days ago God put in my spirit the story of David and Goliath. When I picked up my bible and read it I was amazed by the courage David exemplified by fighting Goliath. I spent a few days mediating on it and after a conversing with Phillip about David’s courage I realized that it takes courage to resist temptation. The story of David and Goliath is found in 1 Samuel 17. One of the things that stood out to me was Goliath’s appearance and taunts caused the Israelite soldiers to retreat in fear.  Goliath represents temptation, a temptation to fear. Instead of having courage and fighting Goliath the Israelite army gave in to the temptation. In our lives temptation comes in variety of forms, and it appeals to our deepest desires and preys on our weaknesses. In being male, one of the most common forms of temptation for men is sexual temptation. Sexual temptation is so enticing that sometimes we feel it is irresistible, so why even try to resist. However, no matter what the temptation is courage is the antidote. Temptation comes to tell us that we are not strong enough to live a godly life. While courage says I know God has already put the strength in me to overcome every thing that may cause me to stray away from God. In other words having courage reflects the belief in God’s word and temptation tries to doubt God’s word.  God says to us in Joshua 1:9, “have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous!

Again looking at David’s battle with Goliath, the words David spoke reflected his level of courage. He said “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the Lord will hand you over to me, and I’ll strike you down and cut off your head” (1 Sam 17:45-46).  Even though Goliath’s size tempted David to fear, David used his words tell temptation it had no power over him.  Like David, we have to look temptation in the face and tell it the word of God. We must say it with authority! If you have ever been in the presence of a real authentic thug one thing you will notice is they do not take anybody’s crap. When drama goes down they are right there popin off at the mouth letting everyone know they are in control. If the confrontation persists they’ll go “pop the trunk” and it is over then.  I am not advocating for living a thug lifestyle, but we should have a similar approach when temptation comes. Instead of giving in, we need to speak courageously to temptation, commanding it to leave. If it continues to plague us we need to pop open our bibles and speak the word of the Lord. Once the Word is spoken it is done, temptation has no grip on us. We may be tempted, but we do not have to be taken!

So, when temptation tries to over take us remember “we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet He was without sin” (Heb. 4:15). The same powerful that allowed Jesus to overcome temptation is the same power working in us. So be COURAGEOUS!!!

Written by: Brandon Render

Somebody Has to Die!


With Easter weekend around the corner I have began to think about the meaning of Easter. Some people associate Easter with bunnies, colorful eggs, baby chickens; in other words the celebration of spring.  As great as those epic Easter egg hunts were growing up, Easter is about death and then life. It is strange that I mentioned death before life. However, as a result of Adam and Eve’s disobedience, that brought the human race into sin, we are condemned to eternal death (i.e. Hell).  I’m sure nobody wants eternal death, right? I’m sure we would flock to a solution that does not involve us dying. But the reality is Sin demands death, so somebody has to die. Now imagine this:

I just told a lie. Here comes Satan dragging me to the center of the town square and places a noose around my neck in preparation for my execution. Mean while all his demons begin chanting “somebody has to die, somebody has to die!”  Suddenly out of the crowd of demons steps forth a man wearing a white hoodie (Yes, in my mind Jesus wears a hoodie lol). He removes the hood off His head and introduces Himself to me, “hello my name is Jesus, the Son of God.”  The demons hiss and Jesus proposes this question to me, “would you like me to die for you?”  Though shocked at His question I immediately say “yes!” The demons push me aside and quickly seize Jesus. Satan mocking Jesus says “being hung is not a suitable death for the Son of God, let us crucify Him!” I watch as Jesus is whipped and tormented on the cross and all He says to me is “you are forgiven and receive my eternal life.” I stand in amazement thinking “this man just took my punishment so that I won’t have to. He received death so that I can receive life.” 

See my friends this is what Easter is really about, Jesus saying “I am willing to pay the price so that you can live.” If you are reading and you have not received Jesus’ gift of eternal life I propose this question, “would you like for Jesus to die for you?” If yes, all you have to do is truly believe Jesus die for you and then you will be bound for eternal life.  In closing, as we do our traditional Easter activities let us remember we celebrate Easter to honor Jesus’ sacrifice.

“Worthy Is The Lamb” by Hillsong Live

Written by: Brandon Render

Face to Face with Our Heart


A week ago Phillip and I attended a community impacted service dedicated to the Trayvon Martin injustice. The message was given by Pastor Marlin Harris and the sermon was entitled “Brother Against Brother.” He outlined lines some key points about why we show violence toward one another. The major point He expressed was violence flows from the heart. The heart is what this post will be about. From addictions to anger to lust to greed to violence, these things are not purely surface issues, but they are matters of the heart. So that makes it a hard matter to deal with. We are always quick to condemn people like Mr. Zimmerman. Yes, he is wrong for the crime he committed and should be punished accordingly, but can we say we do not have the same hate, anger, and resentment that Mr. Zimmerman held in his heart. The apostle Paul said “examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith” (2 Cor. 13).  If we were to have a face to face chat with our heart what would that conversation reveal? Would we find that jealous entangled us? Would we find that anger drives us? Could it be that lust consumes us? Or pride defines us? The scripture says “above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it” (Prov.4:23).   Jesus said “anyone who is angry with a brother or sisterwith out cause will be subject to judgment….anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart” (Matt. 5:21-28).  Our heart is our most precious thing and we should be greatly concerned about what is in it. Hate will lead to murder, anger to strife, and lust to sexual immorality. If we allow sinfully things take residence in our hearts it is only a matter of time before those things manifest themselves physically.  The Trayvon Martin case is sad, but it is the fruit of our hearts.  The way to bring justice to Trayvon and others like him is not merely wearing hoodies, or marching at rallies. The way to bring justice is to turn inward and ask God to remove from our hearts everything that provokes us to sin.

Written by: Brandon Render

Small Beginnings with God = Big Endings!


We should not be discouraged by small beginnings, because with God small beginnings always lead to big endings. One of my favorite bible passages is Zechariah 4:10. It states “Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin (NLT).”   In my life I am in that beginning phase in relation to ministry. Sometimes I feel so insignificant, because I do not have the big opportunities to minister. Every now and again I’ll ask God “umm are You sure You called me to be a pastor one day, because God all I have in my hands is a blog, an extremely small bible study, and I am a deacon in training at church. So God, are You sure??” Sometimes He will respond and the responses are simply “yes”. Small beginnings can be challenging. It can be frustrating to know where you currently are and know where God wants you to be, but not know the in-between.  But worry not because the bible is full of people with very humble beginnings. Remember King David? He was a lowly shepherd overlooked by his family, but He trusted God and went on to slay giants and reign over all of Israel.  Great things David did, but He did not achieve these things because he had a big bank account or knew influential men. He did big things because he believed God was bigger than his present situation.  He dared to trust God’s plan for his life and I think I can safely say it worked out well for him. Now think about Jesus. He is our savior and we esteem Him with the title King of kings. However, Jesus was not born in a palace, rather He was born in a manger, a place where barn animals eat. It can not get much lower than that. Yet God still raised him up to be the method in which we can have our sins forgiven and our relationship with God restored. Jesus is our ultimate example of a humble start and a great finish.  God likes to use lowly people to do great things, because it displays His power to the world. So if you are like me, Jesus, David, and countless others, fret not over your small beginnings, because God will use the insignificant to prove His significance. It is not over till God says it is over. If you stay in the will of God it will not be over for you till God uses you to make His already great name even greater.

“Anything Is Possible” by Rock Nation ft. Deitrick Haddon

Rebuild Me


As disciples of Christ we are constantly being bombarded by the enemy’s attacks. After awhile Satan’s attacks can begin to wear us down. Looking back on my life I can remember times when I was super encouraged and ready for anything Satan threw my way. Then there were times when I was not so encouraged. I felt as if I had nothing left to fight with. I was kind like an old building that was barely standing. However during those more difficult times God was always faithful. He always sent something or somebody to rebuild my faith. A renewal of our faith is important. In the same way an athlete uses Gatorade to replenish his energy, we must use God’s word to renew our faith. The scriptures tell us to be “transformed by the renewing of your mind” (Rom. 12:2). It is interesting that it says “renewing” and not just simply “renew.” This means we have to be renewed more than once. We should consistently ask God to renew our faith. If not renewed then our shield of faith may crack, making us vulnerable to the fiery arrows of the enemy (Eph. 6:16). One of the greatest prayers Jesus prayed was “that your faith fail not” (Luke 22:32). In order for our faith not to fail we must be constantly seeking God to rebuild our faith. Few years ago I read an article about the famous baseball stadium Wrigley Field. The Chicago Cubs have played there since 1916. I have always wondered how old structures like this could still be in use. The article I read explained that after each baseball season the stadium undergoes a renewal process. During the process construction team reinforce things that have weaken and add new things that provide additional support to the stadium’s foundation.  Like Wrigley Field, we must allow for times renewal so that our faith in God can be rebuilt. I will leave with an awesome song called “Rebuild (Remix)” by J Moss.  Enjoy! :)

A Prayer in a Barren Season


God, it is hard because I am trying serve you with all my heart, but I am seeing no fruit. My future is unclear. It seems as if the more I draw closer to You the more things go wrong in my life. Nevertheless I will serve You still. I know that  it is You who gives and You who takes away, but still in all this You are the one I will give praise (ref. Job 1:21).  God I don’t why You have chosen to put me through this. But “though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen  and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD,  I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to tread on the heights” (Habakkuk 3:17-19). I am determined to believe you God and though these things are difficult I know You will cause even these things to work for my good ( ref. Romans 8:28).  To You be all the glory God. In Jesus name I pray amen.

Help God Help You: Be Health Conscious


Written by: Phillip Shobo

Hello everybody. I just want to take this opportunity to enlighten or remind us that as we exercise our life in Christ spiritually we should exercise our life physically as well. This body we have isn’t our own it belongs to God so we should take heart that we take care of it accordingly (1 Cor. 6:19)  I came across a video that can inform and help us to do just that. Highlighted in the video are 8 laws we can adhere to keep our bodies healthy

  1. Nutrition – a vegetarian diet  is the best way to lose weight and to keep it off decreases disease and it’s more economical
  2. Exercise—important for physical and mental health; increases blood circulation, lowers heart rate and blood pressure, and controls appetite
  3. Water—drink 8-10 glasses a day, kidneys are very dependent on water to filter out unwanted products
  4. Sunshine—healing agent that forms Vitamin D and destroys virus and bacteria; early morning or late afternoon to avoid burning
  5. Temperance—avoid things that are detrimental to spiritual and physical health; Eclessiastes 3
  6. Air—improves oxidation of blood when fresh air is breathed regularly
  7. Rest-adequate hours replenishes cells with energy;
  8. TRUST IN THE LORD—Isaiah 40:31

Below are the videos with more in-depth information. You may not agree with every point made, but  it does raise some thought provoking questions. Please view when you have time and share with your friends and family.

We’re No Supermen. We’re Just Human


A few days ago the theme song to the popular TV show Scrubs popped in my head. The song is called “Superman” and the chorus goes like this “I can’t do this all on my own. No I’m no…I’m no superman.”  The lyrics made me think why are we so hard on one another when we make mistakes? It is a struggle a being Christian, because the many people, including ourselves, think we are supermen. In an attempt to show that we belong to Christ we sometimes expect perfection from ourselves and others. When we expect perfection from people we esteem them on the same level of Jesus. Ironically the pressure to be perfect leads us to imperfection.  We do not achieve perfection by ourselves; it is only Christ’s blood that can make us perfect. We all are prone to making bad choices every once in while. That is NO license to sin, rather it is the reality of us being human. Sin does not unqualify us for God’s grace and forgiveness, it is what qualifies us. There many instances in the bible where people messed up a bunch of times but God still used them in mighty ways.  So again, why are we so quick to write off a person who has messed up a couple or a dozen of times? Jesus said “If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone” (John 8:7).  We have to be understanding when people make mistakes, because if not we can become a stumbling block that may prevent them seeking God’s forgiveness.

Our humanity is a tough issue to wrestle with. Naturally we do not want to admit we have problems. We want to see our selves as superior. The irony is when we try to be superior we fail, but when we admit we are weak and let Jesus be superior we succeed. So we need to give room for people to be weak, for people to make mistakes. If we show one another God’s love we will not feel the pressure to be perfect, which will result in being in the will of God which is perfect. Errors are going to happen because we are human, but love covers a multitude of sins. So let us not get hung up on the mistakes of our fellow humans.  God bless :)

Here is the song mentioned at the beginning of this post. Enjoy

Written by: Brandon

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